Fashion Obsession Affected

28 June 2012
11.20 PM

Hi There! Hahahaha...
Anyway, after removing my chat box now, I dont know how many people visit my blog.. =_=.
People, Y U NO leave comment? Its UP there, near the title ma... :'[

Okay.. Forget about that..
Its HOLIDAY TIME and...............

Im FREEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~!!!

Yippiiiyyy~~~~ :D :D

But because of holiday I turn into lazy person.. Haiiz... Sleep late, wake up late, only eating, reading novel, watching DVD or Cable TV.. I even only take a bath once now! LOL.. Okay lar,  dont follow my lazy attitude.. I myself wants to change it but still hard.. As hard as go on diet. =_=;

BTW, now I start to practicing The Secret or Law of Attraction.. Law of Attraction is some.. secret about how to achieve lots of great things in our life! How to be success in your career, love, anything. You even can ask for something that you really want and you can get it. I actually know about it for a very long time already, because of watching the DVD.. But never really trusted it and never really understand about how it works..

Until..

3 of my fave blogger (as you can see from my previous post) prove it to me that

IT IS REALLY WORKS!!

So now Im trying to use LOA to myself... I already write some of my wishes in my personal Diary and I'll let you know if it really came true or not! Works or not, I'll let you guys know, oke? But I believe its works. Actually I already have some prove that its really working, but I'll try to work it a little bit more.. :D For some people maybe still doesnt know about The Secret.. So, if you want to know about that then just go to XiaXue blog to read more about it.. *Click on her name* She already made a post about The Secret.. Just search on her blog, or, more efficiently, seach it on google.

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As you can see in my previous post, I wrote about one of my favorite Blogger Cheesie, (go a head, visit her blog!!) about how I really admire her style and her style affect me now..

CHEESIE STYLE. *Grabbed from her blog*










THIS ONE IS MY FAVORITE LOOK! much love! hahahaha.. :D

Cheesie also got her fashion affected from people too, at first, 2 of Japanese MUA come to Malaysia to help them hosting a gathering of Japanese Fashion, Foruchizu. Then, this 2 Japanese affect her style and after she affected and turn into Mode Style, she have new Idol or Icon name Ena Matsumoto.



Which is the producer of very famous Japanese Brand named EMODA.



I believe you already seen lots of EMODA google commercial through lots of website, since I found them almost in every website I visit last week. They placing advertisement because they newly launch their global webstore.

Reading Cheesie blog affect me so much till I also now admire Ena Matsumoto style and I want Emoda Stuff now!! FML, why so easily got affected? Hahahaa...

Actually I really love clothes and fashion for a really long time, but back when Im a teenager, I have no confidence. I always feel so fugly.. :-/ After I growing up.. not that I already confidence, but now I accepted how I look and I love being me! (even I dont mind to lose some weight and get more height though... LOL..)

Ena Matsumoto style, called Mode (Trend) in Japan is..

really simple actually..

She put some pretty basic stuff but still up to date to the lastest fashion.. Its because Mode IS Trend. You can see this kind of looks on LookBook. It is no different, but Japanese people makes it so stylish... I even cant describe this.. WTF..
Words that came up to my mind is only simple and stylish and effortlessly.. WTF.. =_=.

Okay, so you can see lots of trending fashion stuff on Mode, but they made it more basic, street style, and can wear it for everyday outfit so you can look effortlessly stylish with that basic stuff. *FIUH, much more better describe*


I better show you guys some of amazing Ena Matsumoto style.. Its hard for me to describe so you guys see it by yourself larr!! Okayy...? Hahahahaa.. I really want to know how she can be THAT stylish...!! I swear when I try to put her kind of style, its feel so.. ordinary.. NO STYLISH AT ALL!! =_=" I dont know is it because the blood? Because she is Japanese and Im Indonesian maybe? LOL.. Or maybe because she can coordinate or mix and match lots of item really well??


AAAHHHH~~~!! Envy...!! 


Hahahaha... Hope who ever read my blog got affected too.. ;p

Okay, here we go!! Ena Matsumoto Style, grabbed from her Facebook. :)


















DEFINITELY LOVE THE PANTS! O_O






Geddit what I mean?
Hope I can look like this in the future! LOL

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Fun Photoshopping (1) : Being a Magazine Model

19 June 2012
2.51 AM

Can't sleep so playing around with picture & XiuXiu (photo editing application)..
LOL..
Turn out quite nice la, so I post it here to share... xixixixi *evil grin*




TARAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!





I've been feature in VIVI MAGAZINE!!
OMG Such an HONOUR!



CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??
I CAN'T!! Im still tearing up right now every time I remember it!!
SO LUCKY!!

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Okay, Okay, I gotta stop acting here... LOLOL.
Such a pity act.. LOL..
Maybe later gonna post some fun editing photo again ;)



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Random Thought

18 June 2012

12.21 Am

Hello guys!! (*wtf, when will I stop pretend that there somebody read my blog? LOL)

anyway.. there aren't any specific topic I want to blog about.. So, today I will randomly 

blogging about some thing I think about lately..

1. How my life recently.

Well, Im in the middle of my final exam to end this semester 6.. Just 2 exam away before holiday...!! YAY ME!! Hope I can blogging more soon... ^^ anyway, after this semester, things will get harder in the next semester.. Because It almost the end of my college life. Everything will get harder than ever.

I will tell you guys something..

I supposely looking for internship.. But I end up just give one CV, to Metro TV, the number one news channel in my country. Its also because my friend, Olivia ask me and Loudia to apply together.. She have connection to get in there, coz her dad knows the inside person. Anyway, I know I shouldnt put only one application. I should looking for another company for internship. But I dont do it. Why? I dont know.. maybe because Im f*cking lazy, or I just not ready yet. Although I promise myself to get internship before semester 7. So now, actually Olivia manage to get me in too.. 

But, they start working at 16 July, which I can't because Im going to Medan, North Sumatra, my hometown. My cousin will get married, and she always ask me to attend it. So now Im confuse whether I go for the Internship or just simply let it go and back to Medan. 

In one side, I already promise my cousin to go, bought ticket already, plus, I really looking forward to go back to my hometown. My father also support me to just go back to hometown, coz for him, family is number one. I havent back to hometown for nearly 5 years now. I also really miss my family there. I want to meet them!! So the point is, I WANT TO GO TO MY HOMETOWN. 

But, in other side, THIS is internship. This is IMPORTANT for my future. This is METRO TV. Also, I got in so easily. Also, I only need 1 month of internship, when other people got 2 month or 3 month. A lot of my friends tell me that Im stupid, of course choose Metro la!! Whats wrong with youuuuuuuuuuuu?! they said. T__________T I know.  If I let this one out, I only can apply after I finish semester 7, which is means, I will working on my internship report and thesis on semester 8. That will be SUPER HARD. =_= I know after read this people who said, "You already know its hard, so what are you waiting for? Go grab that opportunity! Dont be stupid!!" and hit my head once to make me wake up to reality. 

But, really, when my friend told me the date and I know I need to decide, I already choose to comeback to hometown. Maybe lots of people don't understand and will think how stupid I am and how selfish I am, choosing "pleasure" over your future. But... I already swear to myself when the first time my cousin ask me to attend her wedding. I promise to myself, whatever the situation is, I will attend her wedding. I don't care even If Im in the middle of exam! (kidding la, of course if in the middle of exam, I can't attend.) So basically I already made up my mind.

So whats about my internship then? Well, I willing to take harder road to achieve it. Although, I already tried to negociate the starting date with the HRD of the company, but, I know la, she will think "shame on you, already got the opportunity to join my company but still trying to barter the starting date. Im busy you know! If can't join, then don't need to take the job la, so many people line up for this internship, ya know?!" But the HRD still nicely answering my phone and said that she need to look up their data and they will let me know later. Its okay, I already made up my mind. If she not let me change the date, then I will looking for internship in semester 7. 

I believe people have their own way in life. I shouldn't force it though. Im sure, the time will come to me for every phase in my life. Even if I will take a longer road or shorter road, I believe life have their own guide for me to make me get in wherever I need to be. So.. I'll take this way gratefully, and will do everything without complaining. :) FIGHT! ^^

2. I want to tell you guys about some of my favorite blogger!! I always open their blog everyday, waiting them to put their new post! I love how they write down something, sometimes useless but turn to be interesting post! I love how they manage to reach such a good life through blogging.. I love how they speak their mind, manage to show who they really are through their writing.. I still learn on my writing. They definitely my idol, my icon through blogging life.. ^^ So, here they are :

1. Cheesie *click to go to her website*

Cheesie is a malaysian blogger. Her blog is mostly about her daily life, daily thought, daily outfit, etc. She's definitely one of the most influential blogger to myself. She managed to tell some event to be interesting post to read. And she makes me jealous of her life!! Look out of her blog, she can be what she want to be, do what she want to do, etc. I especially jealous when she can back and forth to Japan! And her style.. I really like her style... She made me fall in love to "MODE" too, and makes me love everything she love.. Hahaha.. Such a true Idol rite? Gedit? She can INFLUENCE people too! :) Maybe people think, what do you admire of her? I've seen nothing special about her.. Well, I admire how her blog can make me read and read again even after I already read about it. I admire how she can stick to something she really like and then made a progress from what she really love so she can have all the opportunity and work from that. She made me believe that from something we love, we can work it to made us someone. I hope I can find a way to do what I like, just like her. :)

Oh, what Im kidding, she made me fall in love with Japan again and I admire her style! LOLOL.

2. Audrey / fourfeetnine *click to go to her website*

Audrey also a malaysian blogger, she and Cheesie are bestfriend. What I love about her is... She's so damn funny! Reading her blog can really made up my day.. I now infected with how she always said "wtf" =_=. She also made me admire her in some way.. One of them is,... how she looks. LOL. She looks so petite, slim, and cute! T_T. I only got the short but no slim no cute. :( I also found her life interesting and she also have some way to write her life that shown who she really are. I also follow her formspring, coz she quite active there, and saw how she answer people question, thats makes me admire her personality! :)

3. XiaXue *click to go to her website*



Xiaxue is singaporean blogger. Her blog is so famous! You can go and read by yourself. I think almost blogger in the world knows her. ALMOST. Okay? LOL. I said that because maybe some of blogger from Indonesia doesn't really know bout her, but I believe theres lot of people know her. She's so fenomenal. You need to read her blog to really know what I mean by fenomenal. I admire her because she always brave to speak her mind, to let out what her opinion even for important or taboo topics. She always makes people pro and con when read her blog. LOL. Lots of people afraid to speak their mind and just go with what most people think. But she isn't. She also keeping real. I mean, she always try to tell the truth about her life. Something that I still trying to do. To be honest.

So I actually wants to blog more, but it turns out to be quite long, so I think I'll stop here.
Will continue to make another post soon!!

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