2013 Memorable moments!

2013 Most Memorable Moments for me is :

1. Start to work with my thesis or final assignment!!

2. Get my first office job!

3. Going to Bangkok for shopping trip with my BFF! (never be able to blog it out, because, well, you know.. Im a lazy blogger -__-" but I'll blog about it soon! LOL)

4. Finish my final assignment.

5. Pass my final court & officially graduate! (BEST FEELING EVER!!)

6. My graduation ceremony.

7. Going to Bandung for a short trip to celebrate my graduation with besties! (again, never blog about it.. Hahahaha.. Will catching up with it soon!)

8. My first time ever watching a concert!! (Girl's Generation World Tour in Indonesia)

9. Have to resign from my first office job.
10. Join a new and a really different job compare to my last office job. Got to know a lot new people too! (More story later).

And, that's it, my awesome 2013 moments.

I really have such a lovely, new and incredible experience on my 2013. Many things I never even think I'll be able to experience it. But I love how 2013 give me so many new opportunities!

Of course, there is some of sad and down moments for me.. Like, how me and my boyfriend almost stop seeing each other.. It's happen when Im busy preparing for my final assignment, and he's away for more than one and a half months. Its not only because for LDR, but there's some issue too. But thankfully, we could be back again and I think we're now more understand about each other.

Think back again, I really feel blessed with so many great (good or bad) moments for 2013 coz it help me growing and learn sooooooooo many things. I treasure it. :) I hope 2014 will makes me a more better person! I'll try harder for sure. :)

The Secret / Law of Attraction and A Little Love Story

7 Sept 2012
1.46 AM

Hello There~~!!!

Sorry for not updating my blog again... Honestly, I was being lazy... T___T But now I try to keep my own promise and will try to keep updating my blog more often. At least 4 times a month.

Okay, as I promise to myself in the previous post, I'll share my experience when it comes to The Secret or Law of Attraction. I've been know about this theory for a couple years.. But seems not to believe it and never practice it. But after reading it in XiaXue's and Cheesie's blogs, I try to practice it. I try to follow all the  rules to get what I want.. For a whole month of JULY.
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And the result is...............
AWESOME!!!!

Lots and lots of my wishes comes true. Can you believe it?
Well, of course you can't. How can you believe when you can't see the prove?



Well, here's the prove.

You know, I ever post a wishlist here, in my blog? Click here If you want to see my wishlist post.



In that post, I write that I want Jeffrey Campbell Lita Boots, Jeffrey Campbell Spikey Lita, and Side Bow Jeans, rite? Well, I've got 2 of them!!!



Here's MY JEFFREY CAMPBELL LITA BOOTS!!





Aren't they pretty??? Hahahahaa.... So Happyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~!!
Okay lar, I'm not buying the real Jeffrey Campbell... Cannot afford the real one..
These shoes are handmade shoes, I order it from Juice String. It's so look a like and the shoes quality also very good!!

Satisfied.
LOL.


Now, about Side Bow Jeans!




This is the pic from my last post, when Im talking about wanting a Side Bow Jeans...

And HERE'S MY SIDE BOW JEANSSSSS~~~~~~!!



They're soooooo CUTE right???  XD





Some of my friends tell me, will I ever wear it outside when I have this jeans?? They doubt that I will never wore it to go out. They think I don't have courage to wear it.... They said, "If you never wore it, you should never bought it.. Such a waste of money..."


Well, they're wrong! HA!!

I wore it outside!! LOLOL...



PROVE. ;p


Another experience of using The Secret is when I ask to have 4 As in my grade for last semester.. I write it down on my diary.....



You know what I've got??
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5 As!!! AWESOME~!!!



PROVE. XD
The first five mark that shows on my report card is A.

Really, I have lots of happiness in JULY~!!

Another The Secret magic is.. When Im thinking about Internship, I keep telling to myself "Iwill have my nternship in Metro TV. I will have my internship in Metro TV. But I also will go to Medan. I will..."

The result is... I can go to MEDAN and I also GOT THE INTERNSHIP!!
Isn't these awesome?? :)


Well.. I can't said that you must to believe in The Secret or whatever it is. But I do believe, when you want something so much. And keep telling to yourself about that. You eventually will have it. I do believe in that from the deep of my heart.

For another example.

This is my own experience that is not related to The Secret.

It's quite long, be patient to read it, okay. LOL.

In 2008, when I'm 19 years old. I keep wonder to myself, when will I have a boyfriend. I never have boyfriend before. Total zero experience of Love Life. I got lots of dissapointed experience with some of the boys. Heart broken, get played with fictional character (will tell about that in another post in the future), etc. I've got really really tired. Till the point that I'm not really interest to keep contact or looking for boys anymore. I just shutdown myself for a while. But when Im lonely, I'm thinking about what kind of boyfriend I want.

I remember clearly, that I think of these specific details of my future boyfriend.
- Must be tall. 180cm or above.
- Doesn't need to be handsome, but must be good looking.
- Hard worker.
- Mature.
- Can deal with my parents.
- Can cook.
- Have a good family.
- Must live near my home.
- Must be loyal and patient.
- Ofcourse must love me. ;p

Then, on 2009, I get to fall in love with... Let's say Mr. X.. Mr. X is one of my closest best boy friend. He's handsome, funny, very nice person, good with girls, totally my type. LOL. And then I get to know David. I don't really like David at first, because, as you know Im in love with Mr. X. But not long after I get to know David, Mr. X have a GF. =_=.

His GF are very pretty, and sexy, and mature.

and rich.
WTF.


She's like a 9-10 when I'm just.. 6-7..  :'(
LOLOL.

Then I have a broken heart again.. That time, I remember clearly, I cried everytime I listen to Taylor Swift's song, "You Belong With Me".  Especially in these lyrics.

"You're on the phone
with your girlfriend ‒ she's upset
She's going off
about something that you said
'cause she doesn't get your humor like I do.
I'm in my room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like.
She'll never know your story like I do.

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
you belong with me,
You belong with me?"

LOLOL.. Okay lar, It's getting OOT.

Even when I'm heart broken, I still keep in touch with him and David. Mr. X is very very nice to me... Because Im his friend of course. But it makes me couldn't forget him and still hoping to be with him.

Typical Girls Mind, I know. Lol.

Then I'm off to Thailand for a holiday. In Thailand, in every temple I've visited, I pray to God, "Pleaseeee... Show me my mate. Pleaseeeee.. Give me a sign. Who's my mate? Mr. X or David? Give me the sign when I'm back to Indonesia, okay?? I'll count on you guysss...."

And guest what??

David contact me just after I landed in Indonesia. No news of Mr.X. I do belive thats the sign God's give to me. LOL. After that, David become my boyfriend. 

Then I just realize, he fill all my specific details of my future boyfriend that I want before! 

Really!! Isn't that awesome?? Lol.

But I kinda regret it thou.

If I know I could get a BF that I want, maybe I'll ask for more details, like, to become a girlfriend of Kellan Lutz. 

Or Chris Pine. 

Or Liam Hemsworth. 

Or Matt Lanter.

Or I just shut up my mouth. 

So why don't you try to make a wish, and belive in it, and be positive thinking?

Don't be afraid to dream, because it might comes true! :)

Fashion Obsession Affected

28 June 2012
11.20 PM

Hi There! Hahahaha...
Anyway, after removing my chat box now, I dont know how many people visit my blog.. =_=.
People, Y U NO leave comment? Its UP there, near the title ma... :'[

Okay.. Forget about that..
Its HOLIDAY TIME and...............

Im FREEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~!!!

Yippiiiyyy~~~~ :D :D

But because of holiday I turn into lazy person.. Haiiz... Sleep late, wake up late, only eating, reading novel, watching DVD or Cable TV.. I even only take a bath once now! LOL.. Okay lar,  dont follow my lazy attitude.. I myself wants to change it but still hard.. As hard as go on diet. =_=;

BTW, now I start to practicing The Secret or Law of Attraction.. Law of Attraction is some.. secret about how to achieve lots of great things in our life! How to be success in your career, love, anything. You even can ask for something that you really want and you can get it. I actually know about it for a very long time already, because of watching the DVD.. But never really trusted it and never really understand about how it works..

Until..

3 of my fave blogger (as you can see from my previous post) prove it to me that

IT IS REALLY WORKS!!

So now Im trying to use LOA to myself... I already write some of my wishes in my personal Diary and I'll let you know if it really came true or not! Works or not, I'll let you guys know, oke? But I believe its works. Actually I already have some prove that its really working, but I'll try to work it a little bit more.. :D For some people maybe still doesnt know about The Secret.. So, if you want to know about that then just go to XiaXue blog to read more about it.. *Click on her name* She already made a post about The Secret.. Just search on her blog, or, more efficiently, seach it on google.

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As you can see in my previous post, I wrote about one of my favorite Blogger Cheesie, (go a head, visit her blog!!) about how I really admire her style and her style affect me now..

CHEESIE STYLE. *Grabbed from her blog*










THIS ONE IS MY FAVORITE LOOK! much love! hahahaha.. :D

Cheesie also got her fashion affected from people too, at first, 2 of Japanese MUA come to Malaysia to help them hosting a gathering of Japanese Fashion, Foruchizu. Then, this 2 Japanese affect her style and after she affected and turn into Mode Style, she have new Idol or Icon name Ena Matsumoto.



Which is the producer of very famous Japanese Brand named EMODA.



I believe you already seen lots of EMODA google commercial through lots of website, since I found them almost in every website I visit last week. They placing advertisement because they newly launch their global webstore.

Reading Cheesie blog affect me so much till I also now admire Ena Matsumoto style and I want Emoda Stuff now!! FML, why so easily got affected? Hahahaa...

Actually I really love clothes and fashion for a really long time, but back when Im a teenager, I have no confidence. I always feel so fugly.. :-/ After I growing up.. not that I already confidence, but now I accepted how I look and I love being me! (even I dont mind to lose some weight and get more height though... LOL..)

Ena Matsumoto style, called Mode (Trend) in Japan is..

really simple actually..

She put some pretty basic stuff but still up to date to the lastest fashion.. Its because Mode IS Trend. You can see this kind of looks on LookBook. It is no different, but Japanese people makes it so stylish... I even cant describe this.. WTF..
Words that came up to my mind is only simple and stylish and effortlessly.. WTF.. =_=.

Okay, so you can see lots of trending fashion stuff on Mode, but they made it more basic, street style, and can wear it for everyday outfit so you can look effortlessly stylish with that basic stuff. *FIUH, much more better describe*


I better show you guys some of amazing Ena Matsumoto style.. Its hard for me to describe so you guys see it by yourself larr!! Okayy...? Hahahahaa.. I really want to know how she can be THAT stylish...!! I swear when I try to put her kind of style, its feel so.. ordinary.. NO STYLISH AT ALL!! =_=" I dont know is it because the blood? Because she is Japanese and Im Indonesian maybe? LOL.. Or maybe because she can coordinate or mix and match lots of item really well??


AAAHHHH~~~!! Envy...!! 


Hahahaha... Hope who ever read my blog got affected too.. ;p

Okay, here we go!! Ena Matsumoto Style, grabbed from her Facebook. :)


















DEFINITELY LOVE THE PANTS! O_O






Geddit what I mean?
Hope I can look like this in the future! LOL

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WishList Stuff!

Hi There!

Still on 16 Mar, 2012 but now 10.53 Pm

Here Im gonna randomly post some stuff that I really...

Truly...

Madly....

DEEPLY..

WANT!! T_________T

please. make me a billionaire.. T3T

1# Jeffrey Campbell Lita in Black

I really really love Jeffrey Campbell shoes, especially
Lita.. I already have white with laces one..
(not JC brand but the model are same)
So I want this plain black one too..
this plain black boots could match any kind of ur clothes
and just that, u looks effortlessly stylish!

2# Jeffrey Campbell Spiked Lita

I REALLY WANT THIS SHOES!
More than the plain black one.
I even think to buy the real JC shoes only for this model..

someone buy it for me please? *puppyeyes*

3# Bow-Cut-Denim

I love this jeans! The bow details made it so unique!
Its super hard to find this jeans in my country..
I found this one in onlineshop at facebook,
(this photo I used is from the OS)
at the SOLDOUT folder...

T_________T;

I even ask the owner to restock it, but she said
its not restocked! T_T
Found minimaos (Malaysian OS) sale it but
its really expensive..! 

4# Addicted to Cute - Collar!

Recently Im Addicted to this kind of blouse
with collar..
Theres plenty of blouse like this in Online Shop,
I know.
But they're not look like I want..
Here's some models of the blouse that I want.
Pic are stealed from OnlineShop.
I didnt buy them.. Coz it's too expensive :'(

 

*DONE*

T______T

Still wish have a lots of money thou.. :'(

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