26-26

29 Okt 2012
12.37 AM

Hello guyss...
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So.......

Not in the positive mood at all, because today I miss David so much...

He's away for a job trip to Kalimantan for 2 weeks since 26 Okt.. :(

Actually he ever go to job trips for a few times before. Usually he go for 2 weeks to 1 month trip.. So far so good... But this time, what makes me sad is, he's now in some kind of jungle which don't have any communication signal. I never been not talking to him for more than 2 days.. This is the 2nd day and I already not in a good mood. I don't know what will happen in 2 weeks from now if I still not be able to communicat with him.. T_T

The side effects of this negative mood are it makes me feel much lazier.. I don't have any passion to even finish my Internship Report.. T_T Usually I always talk to him everytime I feel down.. ~_~


I hate myself being with these negative energy!!

So, to let my stress out, I think I better put some post about him again...
Its about David birthday celebration back in March..

Hahahaha.. I know lar, Its been a long time already, why I still post it? LOL..
Actually I want to post it earlier, but I forgot.. ~_~! So sorry...


So here it is...

He's now 26... and 26 is the day he left me this month :( That's why I title this post, 26-26..

;p

Unimportant but still need to be show : How do I look that day.. LOL

I bought him Strawberry Cheesecake from CheeseCakeFactory...

It's his favorite.. He love strawberry & cheese.. and CCF Strawberry Cheese Cake is one of the most delicious cheesecake ever!!

Even I, myself, who didn't like eating cheese cake, love it!

Yummy ritee?? Ok, now Im drolling!

We went there with his mother & sister...

We decide to take our time talking and eat a bit of the cake, while also taking a picture of it.. :)

Above is David with his mother, and Under is with his sister.. By the way, her sister name Lisa too.. It's just that her name has 2 S, so its written as Lissa.

and this is with me.. When my hair is still a little blonde and short.. :)

After that, we went to Plaza Indonesia, just to hang out, and window shopping..and..

snacking frozen yogurt at JCo Ex,

I believe I had the yogurt pic somewhere, but I can't find it.. So here is our vain pic to replace it.. ;p

After tired walking around, we decide to ate dinner at Pepper Lunch...

It's quite good actually, but Im not good at mixing it, so, my rice half burn.. :x but still taste good..  Hahahaha...

Soo... Till here everybody!!

Ohyeah, I forgot...

This is how do I look now..

Have much more longer hair now... :) Dyed hair in dark brown...

Will post again soon... Byebye~~~~

3th Anniversary...♥

1 Oktober 2012

11.00 PM

It's been 3 years since I've been in a relationship with David. I've never thought that I'll be able to be with a person this long. 

When I look back at my past life... Let's say that I'm not really lucky when it comes to love relationship. I think I'm the type of girl that boys love to be friends with. Not for being a lover. *deepsigh*

All boys that I ever have a crush on, always makes me as his bestfriend. *Friendzoned* They share their love stories.. They tell me who they have crush on, etc. +_+ LOL.

BUT, when there's a boy that actually have a crush on me, I dont like them. I'll stay away from them. Afraid to give a mixed signal to them.. Lol.. So... in that time, Im not really sure, what Love is..

When I was a child.. I love watching "Huan Zhu Ge Ge" (anyone knows?) a taiwanese drama that taught me about Love and Friendship in a naive ways... Little me believe that when you love someone, you must sacrifice willingly. But after I growup.. I learn that life isn't that easy. Life aren't works like movies. The more you sacrifice, the more you got hurt. So.. I start to close my heart for either love and friendship.

Then... With a help of my friends, God makes me realize that, I don't need to be afraid. If you be good to someone, then you'll meet someone that good to you too. I don't need to be worries to get hurt anymore, because I know, in the end, everything will going well. Karma does exist. If you bad to people, then people will bad to you. If you good, they'll be good.

When David and I start our relationship... I think it's going pretty well... I decide to open up to him, show him the real character of myself. I want him to love me for who I am. If he can't take it, I'll still have time to look for a new one. LOL. I let him see how I angry.. How I cried... How I worried.. How I have a bad mood.. How I make a joke.. How I laugh..

I learn a lot from my friends relationship. From my point of view, there's no need to hold on yourself and not showing your "Real". This will just makes a conflict.. There will be someone who feels cheated. It's better to learn about each other from early, so you can decide whether you'll accept it or not and so do your partner.

Just admit it, it's not comfortable if we can't be ourself infront of a person that we love.

Ofcourse, more we open ourself, more difference we found about each other. He's a family guy who love to stay at home all the time. I'm more of myself, who love hanging around anywhere except home. He love to share everything (stuff), Im not. I rather keep everything for myself. :p 

He love to save money, I love to spend money. He doesn't know how to express his feelings, I'm over express.. He sometimes too stingy, I doesn't care how much I spend as long as it's for myself. ;p 

He's very close to his family... I'm just so-so. So, all of this differences make us fight A LOT. There's a couple time that we almost...done. But, he's extremely patient.. Even after I become so egoistic, he still wants to be with me. He said he knows my bad, but also he knows my goodness. So it doesn't matter. He believe that I'll change someday. (NEVAAA!!) LoL. But I appreciate it. 

I do learn a lot from him.. I learn how to be more patient, how to compromize, how to

share with other people.. and how to accept that we can't always have what we want..  From me, I do believe he learn my sense of humour. ;p

Strangely, I don't have any feelings for him at first.. Even after we were together in a relationship, for a couple months, I still feel nothing. But after know each other better, time after time, I start to fall in love with him and its just getting bigger from time to time...

For this 3th years, I just hope and pray that both of us could be more mature, learn how to compromize with each other, and just keep loving each other from time to time.. 

For the long last relationship.. ^^

The Secret / Law of Attraction and A Little Love Story

7 Sept 2012
1.46 AM

Hello There~~!!!

Sorry for not updating my blog again... Honestly, I was being lazy... T___T But now I try to keep my own promise and will try to keep updating my blog more often. At least 4 times a month.

Okay, as I promise to myself in the previous post, I'll share my experience when it comes to The Secret or Law of Attraction. I've been know about this theory for a couple years.. But seems not to believe it and never practice it. But after reading it in XiaXue's and Cheesie's blogs, I try to practice it. I try to follow all the  rules to get what I want.. For a whole month of JULY.
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And the result is...............
AWESOME!!!!

Lots and lots of my wishes comes true. Can you believe it?
Well, of course you can't. How can you believe when you can't see the prove?



Well, here's the prove.

You know, I ever post a wishlist here, in my blog? Click here If you want to see my wishlist post.



In that post, I write that I want Jeffrey Campbell Lita Boots, Jeffrey Campbell Spikey Lita, and Side Bow Jeans, rite? Well, I've got 2 of them!!!



Here's MY JEFFREY CAMPBELL LITA BOOTS!!





Aren't they pretty??? Hahahahaa.... So Happyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~!!
Okay lar, I'm not buying the real Jeffrey Campbell... Cannot afford the real one..
These shoes are handmade shoes, I order it from Juice String. It's so look a like and the shoes quality also very good!!

Satisfied.
LOL.


Now, about Side Bow Jeans!




This is the pic from my last post, when Im talking about wanting a Side Bow Jeans...

And HERE'S MY SIDE BOW JEANSSSSS~~~~~~!!



They're soooooo CUTE right???  XD





Some of my friends tell me, will I ever wear it outside when I have this jeans?? They doubt that I will never wore it to go out. They think I don't have courage to wear it.... They said, "If you never wore it, you should never bought it.. Such a waste of money..."


Well, they're wrong! HA!!

I wore it outside!! LOLOL...



PROVE. ;p


Another experience of using The Secret is when I ask to have 4 As in my grade for last semester.. I write it down on my diary.....



You know what I've got??
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5 As!!! AWESOME~!!!



PROVE. XD
The first five mark that shows on my report card is A.

Really, I have lots of happiness in JULY~!!

Another The Secret magic is.. When Im thinking about Internship, I keep telling to myself "Iwill have my nternship in Metro TV. I will have my internship in Metro TV. But I also will go to Medan. I will..."

The result is... I can go to MEDAN and I also GOT THE INTERNSHIP!!
Isn't these awesome?? :)


Well.. I can't said that you must to believe in The Secret or whatever it is. But I do believe, when you want something so much. And keep telling to yourself about that. You eventually will have it. I do believe in that from the deep of my heart.

For another example.

This is my own experience that is not related to The Secret.

It's quite long, be patient to read it, okay. LOL.

In 2008, when I'm 19 years old. I keep wonder to myself, when will I have a boyfriend. I never have boyfriend before. Total zero experience of Love Life. I got lots of dissapointed experience with some of the boys. Heart broken, get played with fictional character (will tell about that in another post in the future), etc. I've got really really tired. Till the point that I'm not really interest to keep contact or looking for boys anymore. I just shutdown myself for a while. But when Im lonely, I'm thinking about what kind of boyfriend I want.

I remember clearly, that I think of these specific details of my future boyfriend.
- Must be tall. 180cm or above.
- Doesn't need to be handsome, but must be good looking.
- Hard worker.
- Mature.
- Can deal with my parents.
- Can cook.
- Have a good family.
- Must live near my home.
- Must be loyal and patient.
- Ofcourse must love me. ;p

Then, on 2009, I get to fall in love with... Let's say Mr. X.. Mr. X is one of my closest best boy friend. He's handsome, funny, very nice person, good with girls, totally my type. LOL. And then I get to know David. I don't really like David at first, because, as you know Im in love with Mr. X. But not long after I get to know David, Mr. X have a GF. =_=.

His GF are very pretty, and sexy, and mature.

and rich.
WTF.


She's like a 9-10 when I'm just.. 6-7..  :'(
LOLOL.

Then I have a broken heart again.. That time, I remember clearly, I cried everytime I listen to Taylor Swift's song, "You Belong With Me".  Especially in these lyrics.

"You're on the phone
with your girlfriend ‒ she's upset
She's going off
about something that you said
'cause she doesn't get your humor like I do.
I'm in my room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like.
She'll never know your story like I do.

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
you belong with me,
You belong with me?"

LOLOL.. Okay lar, It's getting OOT.

Even when I'm heart broken, I still keep in touch with him and David. Mr. X is very very nice to me... Because Im his friend of course. But it makes me couldn't forget him and still hoping to be with him.

Typical Girls Mind, I know. Lol.

Then I'm off to Thailand for a holiday. In Thailand, in every temple I've visited, I pray to God, "Pleaseeee... Show me my mate. Pleaseeeee.. Give me a sign. Who's my mate? Mr. X or David? Give me the sign when I'm back to Indonesia, okay?? I'll count on you guysss...."

And guest what??

David contact me just after I landed in Indonesia. No news of Mr.X. I do belive thats the sign God's give to me. LOL. After that, David become my boyfriend. 

Then I just realize, he fill all my specific details of my future boyfriend that I want before! 

Really!! Isn't that awesome?? Lol.

But I kinda regret it thou.

If I know I could get a BF that I want, maybe I'll ask for more details, like, to become a girlfriend of Kellan Lutz. 

Or Chris Pine. 

Or Liam Hemsworth. 

Or Matt Lanter.

Or I just shut up my mouth. 

So why don't you try to make a wish, and belive in it, and be positive thinking?

Don't be afraid to dream, because it might comes true! :)

Late Valentine Day Post! ;p

Hi There! :D
It's 16 Mar 2012, 2.11 Pm now..

Today is the post about valentine day.. :o
& also a short introduction about my Boyfriend, David.  (◦'ںˉ◦)♥

Pic of David & Me.. ;p

Yeah, I know.. He looks so old here.. LOL

Well, we start dating on 011009.. I know him from Facebook..
and he's a mutual friend of Elis... LoL.. Elis pretty much our matchmaker..
He's working & 3 years older than me..
Anyway, I dont think Its a good thing to sharing about personal life in Blog
or social media, but, in case later I must write a post that include him, people
will not wondering who he really is, how he looks like, ETC.. LOL..
Not saying that people will curious about my life, but I do know people
are curious about other personal life.. Because Im too.. LOL..

Anyway, Im not gonna tell about how I met him etc etc, because I dont
want to just bursting out every information of my personal life..
People might get bored too!
So I think I just gonna make a post about Valentine Day..

Well.. My valentine day started with a bouquet of roses arrived in my home..

David is not a type of romantic person..
I always encourage him to be

more romantic, give surprise to me, etc2...
I also always mention that

I want a bouquet of roses... Hahaha..
He always say No No No =_="

But Im glad he give me one this year! Yippi! Hahaha...

The flower looks not too fresh..
Because he said he bought it Online,

so he can't see the quality of the roses,
but I still happy anyway.. :)

Here is me, Just back from college, looking messy

but got surprised with the bouquet.. :p

After a little camwhoring with the roses & feel enough taking
photos of the roses in all angles, Im getting ready to Valentine Dinner..

Here's how I look for our dinner that night.. :)

We're going to eat on Pepenero, Italian Cuisine Restaurant..
The reservation is for 7PM.. But thanks to the Jakarta's Horrible Traffic,
We arrived at 8Pm & our reservation is gone..
Thank God they still have a table for us..

*CamWhore picture when we get stuck in Traffic*

Blue Couple Theme! ;p

*when arrived at the restaurant*

PePeNeRo, Sudirman

Gedung The Energy, Mezzanine Level,

Jl. Jend Sudirman Lot 11A, Kawasan SCBD

Jakarta

(0)21 52964006

Here is our drink.. David order Lemonade.. (Right Picture)

I order... eerr..ehh.. *sorry I forgot the name T_T* (Left Picture)

Here is how my drink looks like after I blend it up..

While waiting for our menu to be served, the waiters give us

a bucket full of bread. Free! ;D

I dont know much about Pasta, even that I like to eat it..

David order this pasta for me..

Tagliolini Neri Al Salmone

Wanna know about the taste?

It's SUPER YUMMY! ;D

And this is David's menu..

Risotto!

*sorry, trying to look for the name of this menu on

their website but still cant find it*

Its a really delicious Risotto anyway!

I end up eating this Risotto too..

Hahahahaa...

Actually we want to order again, but, we're so full already..!
We're having a hard time to eat all our food...
Dunno why.. Because, last year, we can eat 3 rounds of foods.. =_=
Maybe we're getting old.. :(
So we dont order anything again and prepare to go home..

after finish eating, asking the waitress to take a pic for us

with Pepenero sign, but because the place is too dark,

the pictures Failed :( but still end up pretty good ^^

Some pictures of David & Me ;p

 

 

Well, I dont know where we gonna end up later,

but our feelings & our goals about this relationship is pretty much same..

We still have lots of problems & stuffs to think about..

But I hope we'll end up have a better life in the future ;)

*L